It's one of those nights when i start imagining things and fill myself with overwhelming emotions. Perhaps I read too much into things at times. Perhaps there was nothing to read into in the first place. Or perhaps I pay too little attention to certain details..and pay far too much attention to other stuff.

Right, I admit, I lost my common sense. I can't think lah. Too chim to be reasoned out by logic. When things go well but not the way I want it to be, I complain. When things don't go well then I start hoping it goes against my wishes again. So..what exactly go I want? I can't find the answer myself.

I guess I should just take things in my stride and not try to change things into what I want it to be. Whatever that comes before me..I shall just accept it. Even if it meant accepting the naked truth.

Just don't blow hot and cold down my neck. And don't keep me in a so called suspense. I hate it.

Well..everything used to be a happy ending..then things started to go very wrong. And I don't think I was the one who caused the changes. Tell me what can I go to make things go the right path again. And what exactly is the right path.

Sorry peeps..I just needed an outlet for me to vent my frustrations.